The Beginning

I created this blog because I have grown to hate myspace, but I want to get things out of my head. I want to share my thoughts with people who might want to hear them. I want this in writing. I like to write about things, I'm pretty opinionated but not unreasonable.

Also I feel like I just started a new life. My boyfriend proposed to me yesterday, we've been together four years. I never thought that I would feel this way about it though. I never thought I cared about marriage before, and don't think I really do in to the conventional sense. I'm not a religious person, I'm not all that sure what I believe in spiritually for that matter. I've never gone looking for it because I feel like that defeats the whole purpose. I try to be a relatively decent person. I mean I've got tons of vices, but I try not to go around dicking people over and burning bridges. Anyways, back to marriage. I guess the ideal that I now like about so much is that someone wants me to share the rest of their life with them, and that I feel the same way about them. That notion never seemed realistic to me despite how I may have wanted it, I've known for a while that spending my life with Brian would be wonderful.

Really this is just supposed to be an introduction, a warm up before the run. Maybe I never blogged before out of fear of ranting. I don't know why, I do love a good rant.